Don't Go Towards the Light!

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Well, actually in this case we do. 

Struggle 3: Not Seeing the Light At the End of Tunnel 

I think that my biggest struggle at this very moment is not being able to see the end to all this. I have two books currently on the go, completely different genres, completely different audiences, and I am in love with both of them. The problem is I don't see an end. 

First, I need to finish the story. I have it all written out in my head... but that's not very helpful... 

Secondly, I need to do a run through edit of it. I have been an editor I know how exhausting and strenuous this can be. 

Thirdly, there is everything that comes after the editing. Especially the marketing, this is one of the things I am most nervous about. I am not a marketer, or a social media whiz, or anything even close. I haven't posted anything on my own Instagram since December 2019... Even though I am in the right age bracket to know how it all works, I am not effective. 

I can tell you though, there is a light at the end of the tunnel. Even if it doesn't feel like it sometimes, if you want it enough, there is a light there I promise you. Every published author, whether they are big or not, it is still a light at the end of the tunnel for them. 

I am not writing my books to be famous. I am writing my books because I love writing, and I want to share my stories with the world. If I make some money out of it, then that is brilliant, if I don't, well at least I had fun writing it. 

I am starting to see the light, even if it is just a spec in the distance at the moment. 

The light will always shine through. 

Keep struggling - it will be worth it in the end. 

Kay x


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